We are beautiful, We are doomed

I’m doomed to not have close female friends. The ones I’ve had have either absolutely destroyed my sanity or I’ve had to leave behind in another state and I’m sure once I begin to make any close friends of my own here I’ll have to leave again. I have the love of my life and absolute best friend I’ve ever had for now, but I can’t help but miss the past even though I have to remind myself continuously what it almost cost me.

I lost my Cbear today, she was the sweetest dog ever and my baby. She was my fuzziest of friends for the past 13 years and I will miss her dearly, I just hope she is happy where ever she.